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Nice Thoughts Challenge

I got this:

NICE THOUGHTS CHALLENGE Once you get this you have to say 5 nice things about yourself publicly and then send it to 10 of your favorite followers.

Yikes. But, procrastination? Sure. So, here goes…

1) I am a hard worker. I never do the bare minimum. I try to update my lessons and return my grading in a timely fashion and take on extra challenges and keep my bathroom clean.

2) I am willing to try new things. I act like I am not, but I am. I will try new cheeses. I will try technology in the classroom. I will try smelts (they were delicious!). I will try it. I might like it.

3) I can find the good in any book. No matter how mediocre.

4) I am a fast learner. I used to retain more, you know, when I was young and spry. But I pick things up. Maybe it is a confidence thing.

5) I make an amazing roast chicken. Like, to die for. You don’t even want to have a chicken off with me because I will win. But if you want to come over and have some wine and cheese plate, followed by the best chicken you ever ate, hit me up. It can happen.

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Being Selfless

I have so much grading to do that I was able to motivate to both roast a chicken AND bleach the sink. I have so much grading to do that I was able to develop a system for loading the dishwasher for the first time in my nearly forty years of life. And six hours into this grading, with two class sets of final draft paragraphs and a set of vocab quizzes done, with two plagiarizers caught, with one set of presentation slides reviewed, and with a sparkling kitchen counter, I am still able to be altruistic enough to think of the good people of Napa and the earthquake they suffered last week. To think of their need to rebuild. And thus, selflessly to support their economy by having a second glass of wine after dinner. I know, I know, I am a kind of a hero. Now, if only I can stop blogging and get through these summaries. Happy Labor Day, my friends. May all your labors be fruitful, if not fermentedly so.

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"I want to be an engineer.""What advice would you give other engineers?""If you build a house that collapses, you’re going to get arrested. So you need to keep using the pendulum to make sure that everything is straight. Also, your cement mix has to be strong. You also need to be careful with the builders that you hire, or they will steal the cement from you.”"What sort of building would you build?""A factory that makes new books, so that everyone can have new books for school. All of my books are old and have writing in them."(Entebbe, Uganda)


"I want to be an engineer."
"What advice would you give other engineers?"
"If you build a house that collapses, you’re going to get arrested. So you need to keep using the pendulum to make sure that everything is straight. Also, your cement mix has to be strong. You also need to be careful with the builders that you hire, or they will steal the cement from you.”
"What sort of building would you build?"
"A factory that makes new books, so that everyone can have new books for school. All of my books are old and have writing in them."

(Entebbe, Uganda)

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Where I’m From

I have been writing about my school for a few years now, but I realize many of you may not know exactly where I work.

My school is in a district on the East Side of town. It is the kind of area where I can ride my bike from one school to another for forty-five minutes and never see a Starbucks. It is the kind of area where people still blast Tupac from the rolled-down windows of their low-riders and old-school sedans. Where my students who have cars carry their steering wheels from class to class so no one can steal their rides while they are at school. Where some freshmen refuse to write in any color other than red and some seniors tighten their pants cuffs with blue rubber bands. Where boys wear their pants slung low enough to rep their colors on their underwear and girls have drawn-in eyebrows and fake eyelashes.

Ours is a small school, housed on the campus of a larger school. Our mission is to help the students who have not been academically successful in traditional classrooms. We are a public, alternative site, educating juniors and seniors, many of whom come to us with ten credits at age 16, or with 55 credits and only a year to go. We work with all of our students as individuals to help them make up the credits they are missing and to turn their lives around.

We work with students like B, who had a baby three weeks ago. Although the doctor has recommended she stay off her feet and out of school for eight weeks, due to an emergency caesarian, she works with me to stay abreast of her classes. And she got a job last week at the football stadium because she needs money now that she is a mom. She cannot afford to wait.

We work with students like S, who were born in the medical section of a women’s detention facility. We work with students like A, who was jumped and gang raped while walking home from school. With students like O, whose mother said all she wanted for Christmas was for O to rescind her story about being raped by her brother. Except that it was true.

We see amazing things here. We see people change in remarkable and admirable ways. We see strong teen moms. We see people walk away from gang life. We see students who used to go to school high, if at all, become college students.

With the work we do here together, students are catching up to their peers. They are meeting the standards. They are learning to write, to think, to communicate.

Due to a wonderful initiative pushed through by our former administrator, we are now teaching them all about computers, technology, and digital citizenship. This new focus is critical to helping our students, many of whom come to us without understanding how email works, meet the demands of the world into which they will matriculate. It is exciting. It is innovative. It is crucial.

And to do this, we need more computers. Which is why I have set up a GoFundMe account for our school. Please check it out and donate what you can, even $5 helps. And if you can’t give anything, spread the word, in case you know someone who can.

I know this sucks. I know people are asking for money every day. I know everyone knows people who could use a helping hand. But my students are working hard. They are trying to pull themselves up by their boot straps. All they need are the right tools, and to feel like people believe in them.

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What Does It Mean to Be an American?

For my American Lit class, I asked them, “What does it mean to be an American?” as their first writing prompt. They told me:

“One common mind set Americans have is that we are a country founded on freedom and basic moral rights. For example, kids have the right to education and everyone has freedom of speech to express how they feel.”

“The thing that Americans have in common is fashion sense.”

“Being an American means having pride in your country and being willing to serve it. It means looking out for your fellow Americans. It does not mean that we have to be responsible for the rest of the world. Other countries are perfectly capable of making decisions for themselves.”

“We are supposed to be born with equal rights, but unfortunately a lot of them are broken.”

“Another thing they have in common is the option to break the laws or to accept them. In America there are people that work hard to get what they want but there are others who cheat their way to success.”

“To be an American is to work hard for your country.”

“Some of us Americans actually know what work is, and struggle to survive. Other Americans were born privileged and become successful on their parents’ accomplishments.”

“All Americans have too much pride. Americans think they are better than anybody else.”

“The Patriot Act allows the government to spy on anyone’s personal information. This allows them to invade our privacy. I think if Americans are promised their freedom, why are we being spied on?”

“Americans are the most obese.”

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Back-To-School Playlist

Sooooooo….I took a Facebook poll and the results are in: making a back-to-school playlist is a vital part of preparation and in no (significant) way considered procrastination, so I made one. By extrapolation then, BLOGGING about making said playlist is also a valuable use of my time resources and must therefore be done.
I ride my bike to work, so music has become an even more essential part of my morning than ever before. My riding playlist can make or break my day, so I figured I should invest some effort into making a perfect, motivational back-to-school playlist that will get me going and get me thinking as I pedal my way back to my students next week.
But what to include? I decided there had to be some songs representative of my own time in the public education system, some songs I was into as a young, idealistic student teacher, some songs that represent my attitude in the classroom, and some songs that always come through and never fail to make me feel empowered.
With that, I give you my 2014 list. PLEASE share suggestions and comments because, let’s face it, it sure beats updating your syllabi.

1) Flashdance…What a Feeling- Irene Cara
2) Check Yo Self- Ice Cube
3) Ain’t Nothin’Ta F*&k Wit- Wu-Tang Clang
4) Flawless- Beyonce
5) Eye of the Tiger- Survivor
6) American Idiot- Green Day
7) Hot for Teacher- Van Halen
8) They School- Dead Prez
9) Teach Your Children- Crosby, Stills, Nash, & Young
10) Another Brick in the Wall, Pt.2- Pink Floyd
11) Fight the Power- Public Enemy
12) Fight For Your Right- Beastie Boys
13) Hard Knock Life- Jay Z
14) The Final Countdown- Europe

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Setting Up the Space

August 1st is the day I go back to work. Every year I give myself July off. I might (okay, I do) plan a bit. And sometimes I will go to a training or workshop. But mostly, July is time to spend with my family and friends. Especially my toddler nephew, whether he likes it or not. My birthday is at the end of the month and then I buckle back down. Get my game face on. Make it happen.

Part of the annual back-to-school routine has to do with setting up my classroom: readying my boards, arranging my desks, and decorating my walls and desk area. This year I have been thinking a lot about this task. It is a fine balance, really, between pragmatism and personality. How much should this place be a reflection of my increasingly eccentric inner weirdo and how much should it be as ascetic, academic, and non-distracting as possible?

Like the great Mr. Cash, I walk the line.

In the interest of practicality and ambiance, I have tried every arrangement of desks imaginable. And I have a confession to make. I love rows. I know, I know, that makes me THE MAN. But rows are awesome. I can see everything and get around quickly and come up to any one student and help him or her individually. I can walk behind everyone and make sure they are not on social media when they should be doing research. I can separate chatty couplings and reward good grades with “sitting in the back” privileges. The rows stay.

So, too, do the posters my students have drawn for me over the years to represent the great topics of literature: love, hate, oppression, hope, insanity, etc. They are interesting to look at and helpful to refer to throughout the year. Plus, they remind me of the talented teens who have passed through my classroom in the past.

Around my desk I keep the wall of fame photos. I am not going to lie, after twelve years, not every photo is still on the wall, but there are dozens and dozens of former students represented there, many of whom are now teachers themselves, presumably making their own decor choices right around this time of year. These familiar faces make me smile. And they convey to my students how much I might someday love and remember them.

But the tough call is about how much of myself, my personal, non-Ms.-S-self  do I allow my students to see? This is the perennial question. It becomes an even more obviously necessary choice when I literally mean what they will see. When I am making actual choices about the way to decorate my room I need to think about how what I put on the walls says a lot about who I am.

Over the years I have found that students respond better to teachers who allow a little of their personal lives to seep into their classrooms. For that reason, I allow myself to wear my Boston Celtics lanyard (we will be great again!) and to keep a couple of student drawings of baby aliens (the cutest creatures ever imagined) around my room. On my computer I keep a picture of aforementioned adorable nephew. And on the wall above my desk, I keep one photo of my boyfriend. This way students know I am a human, which I believe allows them to be humans while they are in my room, too.

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Turning Four

I found this in my inbox a few days ago and I felt… flummoxed.

How have four years past? I genuinely believed it to be three, at most. Probably two.

I remember starting out with NITS. I remember my good friend helping me get a URL and a Tumblr and a Twitter and linking me to Facebook. At the time, I was only dimly aware of what he was doing, though grateful to have a friend who had the knowhow and the patience to actually help me do something I wanted to do quite badly, but could not start for myself.

I also remember my motivations. I really believed I would just write a blog and suddenly have thousands of followers, a sweet book deal, and dozens of speaking engagements at schools around the country, for which I would need to buy dozens of flattering pant suits, preferably purple ones.

Spoiler alert!

This is not how it worked out.

I do not have thousands of followers or a book deal. I still have only one pants suit and it is black and I wear it to weddings, as I have not yet become a motivational speaker.

I do, however, still have a great job, albeit one with fewer pants suit wearing occasions. I am still a teacher. Now I am also a teacher who blogs.

My first instinct when I received this email was to recall my original goals, see I had not realized them, and shutter Not In Teacher School forever. But I am not in that place anymore.

This blog has not made me rich or famous (or thin, which somehow always goes along with my fantasies on this issue). But it has connected me with a wonderful community I had never before realized existed. Through writing NITS, I have come to realize there are lots of teachers who blog out there and lots and lots of them are very cool. Every day, it seems, I find out about more of you. I have discovered you are wonderful and creative and supportive and always just a click away when I need to feel rejuvenated and valued. When I need a laugh. When I need an idea. Even when I just need some schadenfreude.

Over the past four years I have also come to use NITS to give me a little perspective. When something goes wrong in my classroom, or a student says something out of the ordinary, I now think, “I can blog this!” instead of, “Why is this happening to me?” Writing NITS has allowed me to be more chill and accepting in my classroom and for that, I am very grateful.

Even as a little girl I wanted to be a writer. As a teenager, I wanted to be the voice of my generation. In college I majored in journalism. But life takes interesting turns. Recently, I got to have an Old Home Weekend with my dearest friends from high school. I turned to two of them and said, “We all ended up with the perfect jobs for us.” And it was true.

I love being a teacher. And I am still grateful to that friend who helped me become a teacher blogger. I may not be rich and famous, but my life is richer for having this outlet.

Happy Birthday, Not In Teacher School, and Happy July, teachers everywhere! Enjoy (what I hope) is a whole month off to pursue whatever outlets bring you all joy and fulfillment.

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Learning From Preschoolers

Until the 4th of July, I had never before spent a day with a bunch of four year olds. One four year old, maybe. Two was pushing it. But on the 4th, I got to spend the afternoon playing kickball with a bunch of mini-patriots, many of whom happened to be four.

And I learned something. I learned that there are infinite ways to be four. One can be four and be totally introspective. Or one can be four and remember a woman met only once, a year before, and shower her with cute affection. One can be four and be super athletic and bike ten miles and still run bases. Or one can be four and already be able to read entire magazines. (I witnessed both of these feats with awe). And one can be four, as my goddaughter is, and actually be going on twenty-one.

Probably this is not revelatory for most people. But as our forefathers reminded us, we do hold some truths to be self-evident, and the one I discovered while celebrating this declaration is that all humans, from babyhood to adulthood, are strong and distinct individuals.



We do not really treat them this way in our institutions. We do not treat them this way in the education system and we do not treat them this way in the criminal justice system and we do not treat them this way in the social service system. And these are just the systems that are trying to treat them at all.

In schools we talk about differentiating instruction. We post memes about square pegs and round holes and everyone being a genius in a different way. However, when it comes down to a problem, when a kid needs to be instructed differently, or sanctioned differently, we become uncomfortable.

Contemplating our system, I can think of far too many occasions when we put the enforcement of rules ahead of the recognition of individuality.

In no way am I advocating for abdicating rules. We needs structures and guidelines. But when those fail, when a student is not learning in the way in which we hoped he/she would, why do so many educators default to the one-size-fits-all model when we know it does not work?

After watching a group of joyous four year olds run bases and kick balls whenever they wanted to do so,with little regard for batting order or scoring, I realized what a shock it will be for them next year when they all start kindergarten. Again, we need to help them realize they are a part of a communal society, and as such, we do need structures and systems, but we need to nurture their individuality as we do so. Neither can be lost. And putting a rule or a convention ahead of seeing a person and a person’s individual character and needs is too, too sad and misguided a practice to be allowed to continue.

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